BabySteps McGee

For a devil dressed in black

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 17:36:39 GMT

i break everything valuable i own.

I'm doing terrible in school.

I get no hours at work.

And i have no healthy, or plainly good relationships.

Oh and i need to go to an AA meeting.

HOORAY

Sat, 04 Nov 2006 06:18:17 GMT

Withdrawn and withheld.

I'm starting the retreat.

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 23:17:39 GMT

"envy is ignorance; imitation is suicide."

so true Ralph, so true.

Psych center.
short bus.
Pizza.
Colleen.

Anyways the other day i was thinking about Fast times a ridgemont high.
--It was on last night at 2 am randomly. Wierd.

Pierced my nosey.

Helped Grandpa shop for food.
Mall it.
nose rings.
Borders. gift. Eric the barista. Talked about saturday.

bah.

--I hate chemicals.
-And trendy coffee drinks.

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 00:26:42 GMT

So yesterday.

-Got home at 4.
--fell asleep.
---Woke up at 6 this morning.

drugs.

A dream about being in the man who plays Freddy Krueger's basement slash dungeon with 2 guys and two other girls.

The only part i clearly remember is breaking away from a post we were all tied to, inching around visibility by a camera, getting a mallet, trying to break a window when i saw the kid we were with outside.

I know his tricks and it wasn't him.

Then all of a sudden there's an open doorway.
We all sprint out.

I run past a car, he opens the door grabs me then someone acts as a decoy and i break free.
We are walking in Buffalo by the Book Shop and Cafe. We walk inside and tell my mom then we shop.
A black man overheard (The dad from Sister Sister) and tells us he knows what to do.

I wake up.

A black cat crossed my path today.

---I must be in for it.

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 19:41:45 GMT

Crazy.

That's what that call was.

I seriously can't believe this.

possible 7 years of that...
and to be innocent.

ugh.

Existentialism

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 19:16:05 GMT

'a philosophical movement that is generally considered a study that pursues meaning in existence and seeks value for the existing individual'

Society has no value.
This idea of existentialism is obsolete.
so are mufflers that blow out flames, they're cool, but who really needs them?

I am in the Irish Mafia.
I carry a Waffenlager.
Watch your back.

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 20:14:06 GMT

I want someone who will jump in leaves, go sledding, spell correctly, drink hot chocolate, take photographs, go for long walks, make fun of people i don't like, boost my ego, talk, paint the worst looking portrait of me, make me watch movies i haven't seen, sit on the porch, and think of things that aren't relevant to modern society but will always be useful to us.

And will plan for 20 years from now but not for tomorrow, or a day sooner.

gayy.

Who wants to help me find a college?

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 20:30:16 GMT

I felt Livejournal was out of date.

But now i realize i don't write as much as i used to.

whatevs.